Free Falling

I've been wondering if it's a good thing to blog or not... On one hand, I think that this will be a perfect hobby for a stationary person like me. On the other hand, it seems sad. I mean, of all the people in the world that I can talk to, I prefer to talk to a computer? Writing my thoughts down and then posting it to the world, hoping that it will somehow reach to a reader? Will people even be attracted to this post? What will this post offer to those readers anyway? Some sort of entertainment...? Why am I thinking of these when I am already writing this down and have decided to post it? =_= Why am I writing this down in English when it's not even my first language? Oh right, I need to improve my English writing skills. My past English instructors 'kindly' warned me by giving me those 'nice' A-s in my report cards. I wonder if they understand the importance of getting a flat A for an Asian like me. I wonder if they actually gave me A- because they really care for my learning progress or because of their sense of professionalism, or both.. But honestly, learning English is hard. How do I know whether to use a past tense form, or continuous form, or the simple form anyway? How do I write, "Professors who teaches in my college have all lost their kindness" correctly? Or is it correct? WHY DO I ASK SO MANY QUESTIONS??? =______________= Now I begin to wonder again if I should apologize for making a person read so many stupid questions in a blog. But then I signed up for this right =_= for you people who don't want to read my stupid questions, you guys can stop reading already and close your tab.. I really need to go to sleep now.. My brain will soon explode if I keep on going like this... Err and the title of this post goes for the song that I am currently listening to :p but I guess my thoughts are in free-falling motion, so the title fits :) Should I love my randomness? Should I not? Hmm... I'll just let it flow :D I can't do anything about it anyway..